| .seven years. |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|12:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | saosin | ] |
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on |
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| booooooooooooo! |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|01:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | matchbook romance - my eyes burn | ] |
im just gonna drink everyday, when i drink i feel good.
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go. |
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| grey goose.... |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|01:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | from first to last - solilguy | ] |
not that bad of a night. higlight was josh passing out in the movie, i
guess 3/4 of grey goose will do that to ya. constantine was not as good
as the first time. cymac definitly made it better with his comic
relief. i just havent felt good lately, feels like my body is shutting
down. im sitting and then all the sudden i feel tired and like im
sinking, i just need to sleep for like a week. then id be just fine.
cant believe i only have three more months of school, and then im
freeeee! move out and be happy. its time for a change.
[] some one take me here please []
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| fed up |
[Feb. 16th, 2005|11:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | TRANCE!!! | ] |
so many people say it but no one does it, well im doing it. come summer im gone. just going to pac some shit and leave. i just cant take how boring this place is. nothing makes me wanna stay, i have nothing going for me but my job wich i hate. so it cancels itself out. saving money and then just going, prolly down the east coast to florida. or a straight shot across to cali. who knows just somewhere. on a lighter note no one is home and im going to go dance!! |
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| one mounth |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|07:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | playlist69 | ] |
what im gonna do now is update just once a month, the 8th of every month. then maybe my updates will be more interesting. cant say that for this one, theres nothing new. still the same old lonely lance. i know ive said it before but it seems more often that when something comes my way, I do nothing about it and then i regret it later. what it comes down to is that im just a big pussy. i hate that i work 30 hours or more a week and all i have to show is my little red car. i mean i love it and its all i want but i want more... i can just never have enough.
.just tell me when to move in. |
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| fear and loathing in mt. pleasant |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|04:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
ya i can never go to a casino again, cause i have no will power to walk away when im up... or down. |
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| in a world so cold |
[Oct. 16th, 2004|01:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
been a while since an update but who cares. im really just sick of this place, dont really know who to trust and who is really there for me. ive been asking my self questions that some one my age shouldnt think about. i feel like my life isnt going where i want it to go right now. and ive been feeling real shitty lately, i hate being sick. i really just need to get my goals and life straitened out. hopefully something good will come my way soon, very soon. |
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| AWAKE |
[Aug. 28th, 2004|08:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pessimistic | ] |
Shake dreams from your hair
My pretty child, my sweet one.
Choose the day and choose the sign of your day
The day's divinity
First thing you see.
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| everytime i come around your city |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|01:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hidden in plain wiew | ] |
garden state was the shit. alot better then i thought it was gonna be. it is definitely worth a second viewing. its pretty crazy how fast the summer went and now school is back. fuck that. didnt get to say everything i wanted to. it feels like it was just a long vacation, cause nothing changed. |
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| how do you love |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|02:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | incubus - summer romance | ] |
im hott and playing with my crabs, why are they so nice to me?
thats all. |
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| i love the things you say to make you feel better |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|02:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | senses fail - dreaming a reality | ] |
i was close to the goal, and got scared. why can i be the one, if only you knew how good it would be with me.
so dont want to work in six hours. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|05:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | touched | ] |
pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes you fall in love
she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes you fall in love. |
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| i got crabs and it feels good! |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|02:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | somewhat happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | clawing of shells | ] |
its pretty fucking cool now i finally have real people to talk to while im home(and by people i mean hermit crabs). im pretty happy. im gonna go tomorrow and see how much they are, so i can get them some more buddies. i already put some pimp shit in there home. i can see they like to climb. im sorry becca for leaving th condo before you could say ur last goodbyes before you leave. but im sure they know you love them :) i think im gonna paint one of the shells like a ninja turtle. definitely naming one of the new ones one of the ninja turtle.
.why cant YOU tell me you love me. |
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| i wont see you tonight |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|02:51 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | avenged sevenfold | ] |
why is it so hard for me, why cant i just say what i want to say. i hate how much i think about you. why cant i just care a little less.
what u do to urself. |
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| You can get crunk in the club |
[Aug. 8th, 2004|02:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
omg..ive done more then one update in one day... creepy. tonight i realized that holding everything inside and not saying anything isnt healthy. its one of the things thats been driving me crazy lately. but its hard to say some shit thats on my mind when ur so afraid of rejection like i am. i think im taking my life too serious and im worrying about things that i shouldnt be caring about right now. its weird even while im typing this i feel this way but i also dont. see im crazy. i just need to stop acting like alittle emo boy.
tell me and ill tell you. |
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| bioootch! |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|06:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | gangster rap | ] |
mooooother fuckkkkkkers!!!! come get a piece !
i got my glock loaded cause im gangster! |
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| some kind of monster |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|02:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | envious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
the night is awesome. the moon is bright as fuck and i love it. if i didnt get bit every second im outside i would for sure sleep on my roof. i might just buy a shitty tent and try to fit it on some part of my roof.
id be scared of falling off but it would be worth it. to fall asleep looking at something so beautiful.
if only i could do it with you. |
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| mother fucking day off! |
[Aug. 5th, 2004|12:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
ive only been at my job for a month now and i so look forward to days off.. kind of a bad start but its prolly because of my summer winding down.
for that minute i see you is the happiest part of my day |
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| the devil owns white castle |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|03:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | silverstein - wish i could forget you | ] |
harold and humar wasnt as good as i thought it was gonna be. dont get me wrong i laughed.. just wasnt what people hyped it up to be. the white castle after was good..for a minute and then i felt like shit. it helped me remember why its been so long since the last time i ate there. oh and happy birthday kyle, you old fart.
if only i knew what you were thinking , then i could tell you how much i love you. |
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